Many many many...

there are so many things that i want to say... so many things in my head that want to get out. so many things have happened to me over the past couple of years. i could just be a complete girl and whine and complain, but i want this to mean something not only to me, but to the people that read it. so that will be my goal. this blog will contain the lessons that i have learned, hope to learn, and am currently learning. it will contain my past, present, and future. it will contain my dreams, my heart, and my soul.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

a new normal

i know it's been so long since i've posted. and so much has happened. i feel like my life has turned upside down, in quite a few more ways than one...
i'm going to make a list of them. just to remind me of what my next blogs should be about, and to give my readers, if any, a sense of what's to come.

1) i got pregnant and gave life to a gorgeous baby girl.

2) i gave that baby girl a better life by giving her a family, thus giving me the term "birthmother".

3) i am adjusting to said term "birthmother" and learning how to live life in this new normal i have.

4) i have moved back to utah, in hopes of going back to school and finding what i am supposed to be when i grow up.

5) i have a great job which i adore.

6) i am dealing with emotions that i never knew could ever be so strong or powerful.

7) i am blessed. i may forget it at times, but i am so blessed with everything and everyone in my life. i wouldn't trade it for anything.


in this blog i want to thank everyone who has been there for me, hard times or good. the names are too many for me to even start to mention, so i'll just be general. i will forever be grateful to them for all that they have done for me, whether they know it or not.

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